This may be a bit graphic, but I wanted to share my own experience in hopes that it may help someone else with their own grief.

Friday, April 27, 2012

They are coming...

So my Mom and sisters are on their way. They will probably make it to the house before I get home from work which is ok, I actually am going to run around and take some photos. I'm a scrapper and I think this is important. I've done a layout in the past that helped me deal with something really hard, I think some more of that type of stuff is long overdue... and I have some ideas about things to do with all this energy. I need to remember always that vitamin B-12 can be your friend. LOL.

I'm nervous about my mom seeing the house, but I feel like it's cool and they'll help me go to the goodwill and paint LOL and help me with the curtain situation upstairs LOL.

I don't know. I'm so happy they are coming. I'm nervous about what they'll think about how I've been living. The downstairs really isn't terrible, I just don't have anywhere to move things back upstairs... that's the problem :)

I don't really live upstairs and never have. It has always been his space... his kingdom. I was allowed to bathe and sleep there.

It's hard and really awkward to explain, I mean it's supposed to be my house too.

Whatever.

I had this same problem in my first place after college.

I was used to living in half a room.

It was hard to get used to more space.

I'll get there ;)

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