This may be a bit graphic, but I wanted to share my own experience in hopes that it may help someone else with their own grief.

Monday, April 30, 2012

It's Happening.

This weekend I spent with my mother and sisters doing yet some more clearing out. I crossed a real bridge yesterday. I found something when we were clearing out the study. It was a jump drive. This jump drive had some stuff on it similar to the stuff I found a couple of weeks ago.

I had thought enough ahead to look through it in private, not knowing what might possibly be on it. I didn't cry.

Did you hear me?

I didn't cry, didn't take it personal.

It was what it was. On the advice of the most important person whose opinion matters, I reformatted thus obliterating everything on the drive, made it clean and new.

The taint is gone.

I used my Wonder Woman powers on it.

The fact that I didn't dissolve into tears made me so happy.

The weekend was so trying, because of the sheer amount of stuff. Mini-hoarders was here helping me clear out...

It is exactly what needed to happen.

I want everything streamlined for the future.

I will not let my belongings control me, I control them.

Every day that passes I am feeling stronger and more secure.

I know what I want for the future and the way there is getting clearer and clearer.


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