I believe that there are outside forces which help rule our lives. We decide how much we let them help. Some call them angels or demons, some call it karma... for the purposes of this post, I'm calling it the universe.
I know I have mentioned getting rid of things over and over again. Some things have been easy, and some have been hard. Some things I just haven't known WHAT to do with. The universe decided it had a plan for my extra cell phone today. I damaged my phone last summer. I don't even know how, I'd dropped it several times. That day I didn't drop it. I just walked around with it in my back pocket... and when I took it out later, it was broken.
I may have backed into a door or wall or something just right, who knows?
Anyway... today was SUPPOSED to be my day off. I got asked to come in (via text), so I did. We wound up working really, really late. Then for the next few days I have two petsitting jobs. One is just a driveby... let the pets eat and then walk twice a day... one is a spend the night job. It's a new place where I've never spent the night before. As I was walking the driveby pets today, my phone fell out of my pocket. The top portion on the front of my phone (yes, it's an iphone) shattered. A small piece of glass fell out.
I had been wondering why I was just holding on to Allen's phone... now I think mine is broken because I held on to his...
I need to let go. That's my lesson. It's ok. I'm ready now. It stays in a drawer with no power... it's ok. I'm calm and smiling and ready to do it. I probably won't get to until a day or so from now... but my phone still works... it just is gross looking and I'm afraid more glass is going to fall out of it.
We have to listen when that voice tells us to do something, or the universe will make something happen.
Using his phone, therefore deleting all his stuff to put mine on there... it's another way to make sure that I'm not keeping anything stuck in the past. You can't be stuck, you have to move forward.
I'm going :)
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