For many years Allen complained that I wasn't introspective enough. My argument was that he was introspective enough for the both of us, and that I already knew myself. :)
I did know myself and my place as his wife. I am learning about myself all the time now. It's good to learn things.
Sometimes my thoughts for these blog posts come quick and easy. They used to just seem to be waiting for me to sit and collect them together and type them up. Sometimes now, they are hard and that's why I haven't been as diligent. A month ago I think it would have felt impossible that I might not have some thoughts I needed to write through. Now it seems normal enough, and that is a good thing. It's good to grow, and learn. It's good to let go of fear and pain. It's good to allow change to happen in your life (in mine).
I do like the woman I am. I am happy to report that. There are still so many things I want to see and do with my life, and I feel that I can make these things happen. I am not sure how, but I'm excited to find out.
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