I talked to Allen's Nana today. I wanted to see if I could drop a box off for his parents at her house and thus visit with her when I go to Alabama. She said it was fine. She was happy. Really happy! I could hear it in her voice. She said that it was SO GOOD to talk to me. Then she told me that his mom was having something made for me, and that she wasn't mad or upset or holding anything against me.
Ever think that something wasn't actually weighing on you and then find out it was?
It's a pretty weird feeling.
I cried.
I cried after I got off the phone with Nana. I don't even know why, it was just so awesome to find out that his mom doesn't blame me or hold anything against me. I mean, I did everything that I could do... or that I thought I could anyway.
I DO want to see Nana. I miss her. I miss having grandparents. They are awesome... like parents only less judgemental.
;)
No comments:
Post a Comment