Learning about me

I feel like I learn more about myself all the time, I guess it's because I'm spending so much time with me now :).

I spent several hours today at my actual house, did some laundry and went for a run. The more time I'm away from that space, the harder it is for me to find myself in the things that are there. It's like they were mine... even the newer stuff. The new things that re there are lovely, but they were chosen quickly and I was "helped" a good bit :).

The only thing I'm not really fond of at all, is the big brown chair. It's comfy, but given more time and shopping, I think it could have been a much better anything...

The stuff that was tucked away but is now sitting out makes me happy. The rest of it, eh...

I don't know, the place feels like it has no soul in it now. I don't know if it's because no one is really living there right now or what. It doesn't make me sad, or anything really... it's just there. A container for belongings. It's weird.

I also am almost ready to go through stuff on shelves again and "thin out" more stuff. Some books are just there because they are on my list of things I might want to read... but I have a library card now :).

I don't want to hold on to anything for the sake of "having" it. I did that for far too long.